tiga tahun lepas di mana saya menuntut di UTAR (Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman), bukan UNITAR.. tapi UTAR.. xD
从不认识大家的我们，直到建立起厚厚犹如study manual 一样厚的友谊..
然后 一转眼 再转眼 三转眼 三年了。
又是时候说拜拜，说实在 我还蛮不舍得的。虽然嘴巴还是死撑着，这是人生必过的一个阶层，没有必要舍不得还是什么什么。。但是我真的真的好不舍哦。所谓的overnight session，特别珍惜。谢谢你们的捧场，也在event的第二天留下来。打从心底，我真的好开心哦。event结束后，我顿时脑袋空了。做什么好呢？收拾也不是，发呆也不是。好想哭 哦。。。
还满完整的T3在帮我们的“司机”aka“大喇叭”庆生。^^
我的“好姐妹” Left： 小妹 aka Ella ； Right：大妹 aka Selina
谢谢你们把我的不完整变成“一点点”的完整。 =p
T3的四个女生，应该也是唯一一张跟你们合照吧？？
非常感谢 Anna 帮我们拍这张照片。好值得回味的一张。
其实从小，我很想要有一部那款相机，拍了立刻拿照片。 lol
也是一张Anna的杰作。。。 哈哈。谢谢
哈哈， AS的美女～ 能跟她拍照是何等荣幸啊。。（其实也拍满多张的。嘿嘿）
哈哈， 我的”大姐“。。 才发现 诶，原来我没有跟小妹拍到两个人的合照。。oops =X
左拥右抱。 =X 
Sporty Vanessa..=D
Always Jason punya May Ling.. jangan lah always Jason... Jason tu banyak EMO tau.. lol
如果要upload上来blog的话，我觉得我还有很多张要upload。。不如大家来我的facebook 看看吧。。。哪里有更多。。我只是选几张出来吧了。。
当时我记得我要在我的blog写很多很多东西，可是现在我能想的和我能写的 就只有 不舍 好不舍 想你们 好想你们
这么多位 所谓的 ”猪狗朋友“ 谢谢你们 让我的这三年 添了一分色彩
当让 也从你们身上 学了些 我没有的东西 或者是 让我有的东西 更上一层楼
衷心祝福你们 安康
it's been a month.. since last time i wrote some crap on my blog.. nobody is reading it.. after all.. xD
i'm talking to myself.. expressing how i feel(though i did not express all out because i think not all things can be posted here)
anyhow.. time to clean up..
for the last two weeks, i was busy with my shopping.. lol.. clothes for me(though i don't really need it for this new year as a matter a fact that i have a lot in my closet, i can say that when i wear it out, people will say is still new.. or they don't even bother), my family... and some other home need.. for this coming chinese new year.. until i'm fully packed and late for check in.. due to first time scaling my teeth.. its a good experience.. and doctor advice me to do it once a year.. so i guess i'll stick to that..
another thing is my skin problem.. previously i'm having this eczema thingy.. and i am so headache bout it.. it makes scars throughout my body. and now i'm glad that it is getting better.. so cheers.. xD
this semester, here comes again..
everytime there's nothing i can complain much except for my study study study..
this semester is a new semester for me.. and also hoping to go better.. as i don't really make it real late.. (let's just make that a new year resolution)..
i'm making effort on it.. =D
somehow, i started to get a feeling that it was not meant for me afterall.. why i said that.. i guess i know why.. and i will not say it out..
cheers everyone.. and enjoy chinese new year holiday.
1Malaysia
please..
i don't want to bring back the same book everytime
semester break when i go back home.
xD
jiayou lar~
YES
i wanna give myself a good, very good birthday present for myself as my 21st birthday present.
a promise to myself.. don't fail it. must realize it.
YES
YES
YES
since i don't know what to write...
so just update as no title..
since don't have anything special to share over here
2 weeks holiday didn't get any nice things to share
and now its already week 2..
time flies very fast
and i would say it is faster than last semester
anyhow, just try my best
and that's what i can say for now
"aim for the moon,
even if you fall,
you fall on the stars."
thanks to a friend who share this quote with me.
Today should i say is Thursday or Wednesday...
when will you be out?
and if you be released
will it be a good news for me or a bad news for me?
all the best for myself.. and to my friends..
next semester will be a whole new year and new semester with a lot of tougher subjects and assessments wait us...
がんばって
One last paper for me to go... lol.. and there are so many days... wondering i will spend how many days in front of you lei?
wanted to spend all but will i?
=p
wasted my whole morning... doing course registration and ended up i didn't registered any subject... zzzz
yesterday while i was taking out my books and wanna put them back in where they should belong.. i was looking at FM(Financial Mathematics) back then.. and i have this kind of fear.. feel like don't wanna take that exam as too afraid to fail... not only for that exam but for others also..
count-downing for final: 9 days...
OMG~~ really OMG~~
Final is coming soon without i realize it.. until i look at my restaurant city... the daily quiz... LOL~~
Finally, get myself a place to update my blog without disturbance(which i mean is nobody around me..it feels uneasy when someone is around you watching you type how you feel etc...)
plan to have this blog in mandarin... but too bad, the com here don't have chinese language support. so have to be in english..
recently being packed up with all the test... gets me crazy.. the most paper that let me down is life con 1...
right after the test.. i feel like wanted to cry... because i don't know how to do at all.. ya.. i do have some formula in mind.. but all seems stuck and cant come out... a real total disspointment for me.. making me have a thought of wanna just stop.. or maybe deferred... maybe for me.. i guess it was a rush for me..
really, things are getting worse and worse.. from spm till now.. i also don't know whats wrong with me.. am i using the wrong thing or what? or is my attitude leads me here...
few weeks ago.. during the replacement of business finance tutorial class...
i saw the white board "president tea session with last year students" "photo taking session"
wah.. i wish i could graduate at the same time with my friends.. and i don't want to be left out honestly... it feels great when you study together with your friends... outing together... and also graduate together... really don't want to be left out.. it feels awful...wonder how many out there has the same feeling with me now..
now i have 3 subjects left out... advanced calculus, statistical simulation and also microeconomics..
this semester was totally like .... was wondering still can "tahan" or not...
all i wish for for this semester... was no longer my target in my list which i listed down few months ago... but to past life con 1 with at least a D, and other 3 VEE subjects with B- and overall GPA over 2... so that i can continue next semester without probation and also with ptptn...
24/7, starting tomorrow will be week3
tests, assignments, will be keep on flowing through me..
+ all those replacement class, tutorial..
can't imagine what will happen in the next 12 weeks...
5 subjects with evil though
wanted to get you killed.
killing subject[3VEE(Statistic, Macro, Finance), and 1 subject(life con1) as for the pre-requisite for next semester(life con2), and 1 subject(stochastic) that will be offered the LAST TIME... can't afford to fail at all.. ]
owh.. pain...
dear lecturer, please show some mercy by setting test easy to do.. and final easy to pass.. all of us... will be thankful.. hehe...
"就在最近这几天
我总是发呆老半天"
hmm...how to start this blog?
1st, i inserted this song lyric in the first part.. any idea of what song is this?
is 陈靓见 《熬夜》
even the topic i used for this blog was different from what i was thinking back then.. the topic that i had in mind is "first dissapointment in year 2010" but thinking about it... don't.. if not, there will be second and third.. and i don't want that...
before the day, i was thinking of even if i didn't make it, i am relief 'cause its over.. but when till that day... different things happened.
i didn't feel relief... i was like ok ok ok.... by the time i knew it... i had this feeling that i wanna cry...i was like "what am i suppose to do"
i wont deny it if you asked me whether do you still think about it...
but anyway, i do feel better... after @#$%^ to my friend... thanks to him...
chorus part of the song
"我曾经为你熬夜。只为了做你那生日卡片。
一起熬夜一起准备明天的测验
过了今天也许只能说再见
能不能在次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜一起在网上费话连篇
过了很多天我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌。
请陪我熬夜到明天"
next time hopefully the case will be different... whereby we can see real smile among our faces... xD good luck for next time...
陈靓见 《熬夜》
就当作是这个星期的《我的心情代表作》吧...
黄靖伦的一首新歌... 收录在他的新专辑《OK MAN》
蛮不错的... 个人认为...不知你们认为如何？
我的妈
我以为有一天總算长大
可以大声说自己的想法
哪知道愈大就愈要識相
莫名其妙的人都要我聼话
我以为我可以不用假装
谁知道还要受这麽多傷
問的我悶的压力这麽大
我想跑 我想跑 我想跑
妈 我不想长大
我的妈 世界不像话
我的妈 爱情真可怕
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
妈 您真是伟大
我的妈 我想要回家
我的妈 未来太疯狂
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
當我愈多的欲望變黑洞
當我茫然的眼神變空洞
當我的热情被时光没收
我的灵魂乾枯需要被拯救
故事的發展可以被预料
浪漫的结局没什麽情调
孤单的老去實在太無聊
我想跑 我想跑 我想跑
妈 我不想长大
我的妈 世界不像话
我的妈 爱情真可怕
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
妈 您真是伟大
我的妈 我想要回家
我的妈 未来太疯狂
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
過去的快樂多直接
横衝直撞可以丢脸
现在的一切太扭捏
感觉不對
妈 我不想长大
我的妈 世界不像话
我的妈 爱情真可怕
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
妈 您真是伟大
我的妈 我想要回家
我的妈 未来太疯狂
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
我的妈呀 我的妈呀
我的妈呀 我的妈
哈哈... 他还有些歌也是不错的... 自己去听听吧... 这首歌就当作是这个礼拜《我的心情代表作》...
Summary of 2009:
Y1S2
every week get to go one utama, having fun with T3...
bowling... and McD... remember the topic of our assignment(Critical).. its about McDonalization... haha.. we are one of them... 
does anyone looks different???? from this picture...
i move into a new house by that time, stayed for one semester.. at first, i thought we can become good housemate.. at least like my friend's housemate... we can go out for a dinner.. something like house activity... but who knows... that psycho... was truly a psycho... can't imagine i'm staying with this kind of people... luckily is for a semester only.. jagalah dia... but who cares about her... i have my rights.. and you don't trespass me... that's all...
i guess that an end for Y1S2... interesting part should be in Y2S1 i guess...
Y2S1
moving to setapak, new environment... at first, was new to setapak.. but sooner or later, get used to it.. so far so good.. but less one utama, less midvalley.. more on sg wang... lol.. its that a good thing or what? good substitution???
i guess this semester celebrate lots of people birthday.. haha.. "good timing"
Jason Yeo- paiseh lar... your bithday was on holiday.. =p.. see this year can get a replacement for you or not lar.. haha..
Kyoong- sorry for can't give you a memorable one.. was like totally mess up... hopefully this year(2010) will be a totally planned one...(HOPEFULLY) 
Poh Tatt- his birthday, i would say that didn't have any surprise gua... thanks to Tian De and the gangs.. haha.. making him doesn't have any surprise feel...
hopefully 2010 will be different... you listen first lar... haha 
Poh Tatt's birthday was so lucky to be on exam day... and it also show that it has come to an end of Y2S1... and its time for trip... haha.. yeah... this time we went for Sunway and Yuen.. wont be writing details over here.. i posted the details in my last post..
Y2S2- Short Semester
i would say a relief after knowing my result.. although quite dissapointed, but somehow i am glad.. at least i pass all and without worrying the pre-requisite thing.. besides.. i left out 3 subjects and it will be a hard time for me to catch me.. jia you for me..
continue listing people's birthday..too many to list lar... lazy...
Wilson Tin- having 跨国合作（kerjasama antara negara)...lol.. having 师姐（his girlfriend) coming over... 
Chun Liang and Poh Yee- Made up as a couple.. isn't that nice... lol...
Yumei- she was kind of surprise... playing around... with her don't know what thing... ewww... 
p/s: paiseh... don't have your photo holding cake.... but i got this one.. haha..
lastly, mine de.. hehe.. is it? i suppose..
nothing much... as usual.. 12am.. coming over.. too bad for them and too good for me.. i don't have to get myself over with those creamy cream... haha... thanks for the gift and the cake.. thanks for coming over^^ 
i guess that's the end gua.. actually there are some.. but didn't manage to get to them.. Jann Fei, jaga kamu...
This year end.. didn't manage to go back hometown because of expensive flight ticket... first time ever staying here for holiday... busying k-session.. not use mouth but use eyes..
first time make 汤圆 for myself... haha...
Christmas Eve...Alvin and the Chipmunks, Squekuels... don't go... wait for me.. haha.. i am going to watch you on screen... soon... 
it has been a very long time since last time i updated my blog..
although sometimes i have thoughts of what to write..
but how should i say.. i'm just lazy... hehe..
went for One Utama for countdown yesterday... first time ever see "huge production" fireworks... and watched beyond... but not right in front of them.. but far away from them... haha
2009, i would say that i am total loser... in academic, the results was like... (i don't want to mention it here...) it was totally sucks... so in 2010, i was hoping it to get better.. i don't want to be under probation anymore... i wanna finish of my 3 years study.. without worrying of if i'm terminated, where else can i go... and my ptptn... my loan has been suspended.. 2010, for ptptn loan, its on may... so i hope i will get my loan again on may... yeah... wishlish on what to buy first.. haha...
any memorable things happen in 2009?
ei... what ar???
any wishes in 2010?
(i) pass... details...
(ii) excellent... details...
(iii) no worries... details...
*will be updated soon
Dragonica...
Finally, reach level40 and achieved 3rd job change... ^^
exam results are going to be released soon... but when??? so nervous right now... =S
I don't want to know my result, can?
Now that everyone is wondering and waiting "eagerly"(i supposed) for the exam results to be released... since last few days, friends are all asking when will the results be released and i have no idea... the university didn't mentioned what day or when they will released.. thinking of my result... geez... better not think about it...
It makes my heart beep getting faster... God!!!
after a month, then only i updated my blog... haha... because during the period... i have nothing to write... kind of busy(i guess)... and i don't really used to write blogs when there are people around... since i put my com in the living room.... so... privacy was limited... so here am i, during holiday... inside my room.. i update my blog...
finally, exam is over... should i be happy or what???
although the exam is over, but sometimes.. you will go and think about it.. take this sem for example... honestly, i didn't do well... or should i say this sem is the worst sem ever?
for some papers(almost for all papers), i didn't answer all... lol..
anyway, just don't think about it... still got dragonica to cover... need to rush level ar..... i need to level up to ballista... haha...
