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wanna see how my hometown looks like?
go to my link on your right hand side...

click on myhometown serian.. and you will find out.. ^^

a big applause to the creator of the blog..

Finally, get myself a place to update my blog without disturbance(which i mean is nobody around me..it feels uneasy when someone is around you watching you type how you feel etc...)

plan to have this blog in mandarin... but too bad, the com here don't have chinese language support. so have to be in english..

recently being packed up with all the test... gets me crazy.. the most paper that let me down is life con 1...

right after the test.. i feel like wanted to cry... because i don't know how to do at all.. ya.. i do have some formula in mind.. but all seems stuck and cant come out... a real total disspointment for me.. making me have a thought of wanna just stop.. or maybe deferred... maybe for me.. i guess it was a rush for me..

really, things are getting worse and worse.. from spm till now.. i also don't know whats wrong with me.. am i using the wrong thing or what? or is my attitude leads me here...

few weeks ago.. during the replacement of business finance tutorial class...
i saw the white board "president tea session with last year students" "photo taking session"

wah.. i wish i could graduate at the same time with my friends.. and i don't want to be left out honestly... it feels great when you study together with your friends... outing together... and also graduate together... really don't want to be left out.. it feels awful...wonder how many out there has the same feeling with me now..

now i have 3 subjects left out... advanced calculus, statistical simulation and also microeconomics..

this semester was totally like .... was wondering still can "tahan" or not...

all i wish for for this semester... was no longer my target in my list which i listed down few months ago... but to past life con 1 with at least a D, and other 3 VEE subjects with B- and overall GPA over 2... so that i can continue next semester without probation and also with ptptn...